I am ready for a change.
My life has been hit with some heavy stuff the past couple of years; breakups, deaths, giant financial loss, & a lot more.
I know there is a yin for this yang though & I just need to believe in better times ahead or I will find myself giving up, but i thought my dad dying was the end of the string of poor luck however after that I went & lost the $100K that he provided me in his will & that iced the cake. I’ve learned a lot from this loss though, & HVAC repair is about the only unbelievable thing that is left in my life right now. If I didn’t have that job I’d be living on the streets more or less. The heating contractor kept me on board after all of that poor stuff hit me & I was missing work a lot. I just had no energy to go on, & going to work all afternoon was just out of the cards for me at the time. I am an HVAC tech by trade & a songsian at night, although I quit both of those pursuits because I couldn’t get out of bed anymore. I’ve never been that low in life, although I did learn that there is a part of me that wants to go on, even stronger than the sadness that was taking over my life. The HEPA filter salesman told me the same thing happened to him when he was a local corporation, so just know that there is a silent & strong part of you that will keep you going when all else fails. I send you love & strength.