I am ready for a change.
My life has been hit with some heavy stuff the past couple of years; breakups, deaths, big financial loss, as well as a lot more.
I think there is a yin for this yang though as well as I just need to guess in better times ahead or I will find myself giving up, then i thought my dad dying was the end of the string of exhausting luck but then I went as well as lost the $100K that she offered me in her will as well as that iced the cake. I’ve learned a lot from this loss though, as well as HVAC repair is about the only good thing that is left in my life right now. If I didn’t have that task I’d be residing on the streets more or less. The heating company kept me on board after all of that exhausting stuff hit me as well as I was missing work a lot. I just had no energy to go on, as well as going to work all day was just out of the cards for me at the time. I am an HVAC tech by trade as well as a musician at evening, however I quit both of those pursuits because I couldn’t get out of bed anymore. I’ve never been that low in life, however I did learn that there is a part of me that wants to go on, even stronger than the sadness that was taking over my life. The HEPA filter salesman told me the same thing happened to him when she was a local company, so just know that there is a silent as well as strong part of you that will keep you going when all else fails. I send you savor as well as strength.