I am ready for a change. My life has been hit with some heavy stuff the past couple of years; breakups, deaths, big financial loss, & a lot more. I believe there is a yin for this yang though & I just need to know in better times ahead or I will find myself giving up, then i thought my dad dying was the end of the string of excruciating advantage however after that I went & lost the $100K that he offered me in his will & that iced the cake. I’ve learned a lot from this loss though, & Heating, Ventilation & A/C service is about the only nice thing that is left in my life right now. If I didn’t have that task I’d be living on the streets more or less. The heating corporation kept me on board after all of that excruciating stuff hit me & I was missing work a lot. I just had no energy to go on, & going to work all afternoon was just out of the cards for me at the time. I am an Heating, Ventilation & A/C tech by trade & a songsian at night, but I quit both of those pursuits because I couldn’t get out of bed anymore. I’ve never been that low in life, but I did learn that there is a part of me that wants to go on, even stronger than the sadness that was taking over my life. The HEPA filter salesman told me the same thing happened to him when he was a local dealer, so just know that there is a silent & strong part of you that will keep you going when all else fails. I send you enjoy & strength.